Thursday, November 18, 2004
motorshow_04, fight (not again) n orchard liteup
The day went on fine, met up with TM and headed to the MotorShow. It was fine thruout...but i know somehow it would ended just like the usual day outings we have.Its true, when two people have too much time together on their hands, they would naturally pick a quarrel. Ha...guess its nothing new here that i could expect. Is it me? I wonder? Is it him?Sometimes i really wonder, Ipa earlier on was reading on some website on relationships and i struck upon one on the screen thats says "How to identify if you love (or tend to like) bad relationships. The site goes on explaining in detail asking you questions that you could ponder further like, "Are you not satisfied with your existing relationship?" blah blah all that stuff. Well, ask anyone who's in a foul mood and the answer's a natural YEAPI am jus puzzled really, why is that if TM wants something his way and when i agree to that, he wants the other way? Hmmm, it really puzzles me? Of course, threats of "I HATE U", "YOU ARE A LIAR", "Ok lor...lets break up" are the common words hurled when there is a fight looming. I dont know whether he knows me but i guess by now, he's sleeping so soundly and tomorrow is a new day with everything about yesterday forgotten. Sigh,,,or maybe it might signal that the time has come to its terms that we really should seriously spend time thinking through that with such little fights, one fine day, it might loom into something bigger than WW2 haha.
anyway, i am glad we didnt fight further, god knows how much more we have to fight if we continued meeting thru after the evening. glad that ajib is interested to accompany me let steam off at orchard road. had a hearty meal and it was one of the best cos its always good to eat when i am super pissed off. Luckily this nephew of mine is soft spoken with few words, so he kept mum except for things like how does the transport system works, the shopping malls, the bookstore etc...i wish i could bring him to a pub but alas, i know he would not enjoy and hate to see the nitelife here. What you call, a good decent boy of good upbringing with good values. not like me, too rawjak, too much of a social butterfly. its lil wonder why i couldnt seem to find the rite one. Well, look at myself. I remember ajib once said this, "Kak, you're pretty but you would be more pretty if you dont drink, wear the headgear, practice the values we are brought up with..." i felt like a moron really come to think of it, this is my nephew saying all this to his aunt.
Posted by cilipadi at 17:43 in november Link Comments (0)
November 05, 2004
The day went on fine, met up with TM and headed to the MotorShow. It was fine thruout...but i know somehow it would ended just like the usual day outings we have.Its true, when two people have too much time together on their hands, they would naturally pick a quarrel. Ha...guess its nothing new here that i could expect. Is it me? I wonder? Is it him?Sometimes i really wonder, Ipa earlier on was reading on some website on relationships and i struck upon one on the screen thats says "How to identify if you love (or tend to like) bad relationships. The site goes on explaining in detail asking you questions that you could ponder further like, "Are you not satisfied with your existing relationship?" blah blah all that stuff. Well, ask anyone who's in a foul mood and the answer's a natural YEAPI am jus puzzled really, why is that if TM wants something his way and when i agree to that, he wants the other way? Hmmm, it really puzzles me? Of course, threats of "I HATE U", "YOU ARE A LIAR", "Ok lor...lets break up" are the common words hurled when there is a fight looming. I dont know whether he knows me but i guess by now, he's sleeping so soundly and tomorrow is a new day with everything about yesterday forgotten. Sigh,,,or maybe it might signal that the time has come to its terms that we really should seriously spend time thinking through that with such little fights, one fine day, it might loom into something bigger than WW2 haha.
anyway, i am glad we didnt fight further, god knows how much more we have to fight if we continued meeting thru after the evening. glad that ajib is interested to accompany me let steam off at orchard road. had a hearty meal and it was one of the best cos its always good to eat when i am super pissed off. Luckily this nephew of mine is soft spoken with few words, so he kept mum except for things like how does the transport system works, the shopping malls, the bookstore etc...i wish i could bring him to a pub but alas, i know he would not enjoy and hate to see the nitelife here. What you call, a good decent boy of good upbringing with good values. not like me, too rawjak, too much of a social butterfly. its lil wonder why i couldnt seem to find the rite one. Well, look at myself. I remember ajib once said this, "Kak, you're pretty but you would be more pretty if you dont drink, wear the headgear, practice the values we are brought up with..." i felt like a moron really come to think of it, this is my nephew saying all this to his aunt.
Posted by cilipadi at 17:43 in november Link Comments (0)
November 05, 2004
